Tuesday, January 16, 2007
finally im back in singapore
yes im back
but why am i not happy?
i oso duno y...
i miss my life in orlando alot... esp my friends!
natalie, brian, ayneris... i miss them so much!
eric s was an idiot
he gave me a B+ while the others had an A
i seiously dun wanna tok abt it
i dun care liao
i haven finish my logbook so hell knows when am i gonna hand it in
i made up my mind liao
im so gonna leave here to go study in UNLV
singapore as much as it is safe and all the nice things
it does not suit me and definitely does not work for me
since coming back here i did see my parents and my irritating sis who we quarrel even more....
i did see my babies but then i was suprised abt how they dun give me the feeling tt i had in the past
did i really let go like wad wan had said?!
i try so hard to act like i act before i left but the feeling still has not come back
does growing up really means giving up your child-like imaginations and beliefs?
if it is i wish i never grow up
life was much nicer when i had my imagination and my beliefs
at least i could live in my own world occasionally
im sad... im really sad...
but then i will live thru this de
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